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~Review~If I Ever (Hell or High Water #4) by SE Jakes~


43603042Title: If I Ever
Author: SE Jakes
Series: Hell or High Water #4
Publisher: Riptide Publishing
Page Count: 303 pages
Genre(s): M/M, Romance, Suspense/Action
Release Date: January 21, 2019
Reviewer: ~Wendy~
Rating: ✮4.5 Stars✮


Some ghosts refuse to stay buried . . .
Prophet and Tom have been through the wringer more times than they can count, both as partners in the field and in life. Yet despite it all, they’ve built something great together. But now they need to protect it again: Prophet’s old nemesis, John Morse, is back and threatening everything he loves.
Prophet is driven enough to take John down alone, and with a chance to do exactly that on the table, he runs with it, risking himself in the process. But trusting Tom to help him is so much more than mission critical.
It’s the final stand, and with Tom and his team behind him, Prophet’s in for the fight of his life. Then a figure from his past goes missing, and the consequence of an old mission rears its head. As complications and destruction mount all around them, getting out alive becomes the most important mission of their lives.

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It has been a really really long wait for this book. Years even…So when it finally arrived, I got a bit nervous. After waiting so long, I really needed this to be good. 

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And it was…I loved the hell out of it!! It picks up right after the previous book ended and we are in for one hell of a ride!!

So many secrets are about to be revealed, some of them really test the love between Tommy and Prophet. And that’s not even the biggest challenge they will have to face… My heart broke for both of them on many occasions…

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For those of you with triggers, please read the trigger warning Riptide has up for this book…Thankfully it is not all gloom and doom (though a lot of it is) …there is also friendship, banter, love and plenty of steam 5d0ea20d51184ba1bb6249faf6f342ba These two really know how to get it on!

I have to be honest and confess that there were some parts I had to re-read because I didn’t fully get what the fuck was going on, but that didn’t stop me from enjoying these awesome men!! All of them. Not just Tommy and Prophet, but also Mal…especially Mal..oh how he stole my heart. 😉 I can’t wait to read more about him and Cillian. I just hope it won’t be another 5-year wait. 9f01372377900d9203bc4efe48eb1659

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According to the author, “Dirty Lies” should come out this summer though. 😉

I can’t wait to read more about these men. They went through hell and back and I have a feeling that Mal and Cillian aren’t out of the woods just yet. Then there’s still Ren, King, Doc…and so on. 😉 Plenty more to come…I hope! I am happy for Tommy and Prophet though, but I am sure we will see more of them in the future.

I highly recommend this series! 💗

This review is cross-posted on Wendy´s Wycked Words




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